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Things haven't really been the greatest for me recently, but they haven't been horrible either. A year ago, was when all kinds of things went wrong and I really started to hate being alive. I lost a lot of friends, my family was no help, everyone was so "good" about my self-esteem issues and I ended up with dumb medical problems: palmar hyperhidrosis and cutaneous adherence syndrome. Lately, the years seem to have a theme, last year's being pain, but this year's seems to be interesting or unexpected stuff. At last, stuff that I wouldn't expect to happen.
Because of the friends I had lost, I had to make some new ones, one of which technically isn't new, but one I got back after several years of feeling like we didn't know each other at all. I'm surrounded by interesting people these days, meaning they have... personality. Not that I mind, though. It makes things not boring or painful. Lately, I've started to feel better about myself and the amount of friends I have. I'm hoping things will continue to improve, but I really don't know. I'm not really superstitious, but perhaps my recent achievement of passing 777 streetpass tags will actually contribute to some better luck in my life? No matter what happens, I'll probably still be here on this planet. A year ago, I felt very lonely, and these days I just feel... less lonely. I spent a lot of time alone a year ago, so I spent a lot of time in my head, and I've had trouble saying stuff, but I seem to be doing better. Anyways, I'm doing the best I can and am hoping to make it through this final year of high school.
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