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It's been a while since I made an update about what's going on with me, because well I haven't really felt comfortable with talking about everything that's been going on with me. More than a year ago, I started college and well, things haven't really been going as well as I had hoped. When different people have different ways of reacting to things it just makes things that much worse. My life has reached a point where I feel as if I'm trapped in a loop. In this loop, I attempt to do something, fuck it up, and then end up feeling far too depressed to do anything and then I repeat the same process.
Sometimes I wonder if there's any point in continuing when the results will likely turn out the same. No matter how hard I've tried to make change, it just never worked in the end. I have days where I do what I'm supposed to and days where I just sit on my ass doing nothing, whether it be playing a video game that's new to me, replaying one I love, watching anime, or just screwing around on social media. Of course I could be using some of that for some type of work. As hopefully a lot of people that follow me now, I have a YouTube channel which is mostly video game reviews and other game-related topics. I've taken a bit of a break from the more serious stuff, but I'm not done. I do have some interesting things planned for the channel after all. I've already gone out of my way to gather some footage for future videos, so hopefully you'll be able to see all of it someday. But that's not all I have to do. Since late 2016, I've been working on a visual novel and it's been a while since I announced details on it. All I can say is I'm positive it'll be done some time this year. Of course, that's just the plan and it could ultimately be pushed to 2020. But as long as I work on it, that's unlikely. One of the routes is completely done and the others are reaching (if not there already) the halfway point. I'll definitely reveal more as I make more progress. This likely won't be the last visual novel I create either. I've had several other ideas for future works in my head and wrote down the basic ideas so there are several stories I can choose to write in the future. I already have my next major project figured out after having a dream one night. It just seemed interesting enough to work into a full story, along with some of the details of other dreams I've had. The rest I'm going to figure out as I go, like I'm doing with my current project. I'm thinking when everything's all said and done, I could probably move on to a more linear project, either kinetic or with choices that don't drastically affect the story. As of now, these are my plans for my current projects and I'll do my best to work on them as much as I can whenever I can. Hopefully, my personal life will change too but I'm not getting my hopes up for anything actually good to happen. I don't entirely have my life figured out at this point, and I've already broken down a few times these past few years. The good news is that I haven't lost my mind yet and will do my best not let anything get in the way of me getting stuff done, whether the work is for myself or someone else.
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